shadow on his story

in the long run

the wind under the door
remember not
nothing

what's it behind the door?
no, not i
watching

厭，人間太艷。

light up your beauty

john: how can i go forward when i don't know which way i'm facing?
m: you...
john: how can i go forward if there's something i'm not sure?
m: you know it.
john: what?
m: you know, life can't be long.
john: and you...

thus spoke the him.

before i think.

commemoration 19.7.2005

what is the time?

yesternight

solitude

哪裡不彎？

at timelessness, i miss.

everything will flow




非我系列之一

聽說人的身體有七成是水。我想知道，當我體內的水蒸發掉的時候， 「我」，到底有沒有蒸發掉多少？「我」，有沒有離開了我？

鏡裡，我看著臉上的汗珠慢慢乾凅。然後，我把自己切割開來。

Who hates yellow? Blue & red

Love, the opposite of yellow.

What if something has gone missing between blue & red?


Barnette Newman: I have been struggling for years to figure out the simplest expression of thought in human being.

M: So?

Barnette Newman: So, at last, I come up with the answer from Who’s Afraid of Red.

M: Who?

Barnette Newman: Yellow and Blue.

M: You are goddamn genius.

Barnette Newman: ^^

M: But…

Barnette Newman: Yes?

M: Who’s in love with Red then?

Barnette Newman: …

當時，一陣風吹過，原來已經十年了。

我站在昨天的湖邊，你說，怎麼還不走呀？
大概是捨不得吧。

湖上的小船卻早沒在了。我還站在昨天的湖邊。

我想起了那一隻曾經帶在你手上的腕錶，泛黃在抽屜裡。
時間彷彿凝在昨天。

海岸上那兩雙足印，怎麼洗退了的才叫人難忘？

那一夜，飛機降落的期待還留著，雖然我知道航班已經取消了。我踏在清拆了的跑道上，歲月以後，原來一無所得，原來真的一無所得。

朋友說，年輕真好。我笑了。然後，那最後一個暑假也過去了。
回去的時候，我看着你轉身的背影，只道是尋常。